My Question is twofold. Although I realize the first part of my question has no doubt been asked many times I still feel compelled to post it. I recently for the first and only time visited a massage parlor and received oral sex from the worker. I have read many websites that state it is very minimal risk from this activity, yet you also read there is still some risk. So I guess the first part of my question is simply am I at risk?
Secondly, I am a married man who made a mistake and have fully disclosed this information to my wife. She has been supportive and agreed to work through this with me. I am very lucky. However, I am experiencing major anxiety of thoughts of possibly putting myself at risk and I am carrying a lot of guilt. The anxiety is affecting my sleep and appetite and normal day to day activities. I am wondering what to do.
Any response to both above questions is greatly appreciated.