I went through your posts and many of the responses provided to you by the knowledgeable people on this forum. Mark, you need to pull yourself together. Your concern is not HIV. The situation that you think put you at risk could not have realistically provided a vehicle for HIV transmission.
I implore you to seek professional mental help. Psychosomatic disorder is more common and much more serious than you might think. I'm not discrediting or downplay whatever "symptoms" you are feeling. But let's be logical. You've received a CONCLUSIVE negative result on an HIV assay. You do not have HIV. Period. If it is not your mind causing your symptoms, it is something else. This forum will not help you to figure out what that is, only what it is not. Teak, Lizzie, and others have already done the best that they can as far as helping you with any HIV concerns. You don't have any.
Seriously. It's time to speak to a professional. Be well.
-B
You don't have HIV and you've been advised over and over. It's time for you to look for professional mental help.
That's fine, you keep putting up the same response and I am really in need of some help. I know it doesn't sound highly probable put I am sure I have HIV. I thought this forum was to help people in need?
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