Hiv scare - blood on blood contact fear. ARS?

[Johnsmithuk19799]

April 2016
Had massage in unclean dark room. Website advertised a nice clinic but instead derelict apartment with oriental lady. Had massage. Her hands were rough. Hand job and breast suckling.

When I got home and showered noticed bleeding in groin or scrotum. Blood on towel when drying - unsure if free flowing earlier due to any trauma during massage. Not previously bled.

I remember her cleaning her arm during massage. Maybe my blood or her blood was present? I'm petrified I have HIV due to blood transfer.

1 month later I was admitted to hospital 6 nights with atypical pneumonia which is unusual in healthy young people. Again I'm worried due to HIV.

Too scared to take test. What if she had bled on to my bleeding wound

[bmthbloke]

Only by unprotected penetratove sex or sharing of needles

[Johnsmithuk19799]

But if blood from hands massaged into a lightly bleeding wound then why can't infection happen.

[bmthbloke]

HIV cannot be passed on like that as it died in the air.