Hi. Sorry for my English is poor. I'm scared and want to get some help.
2 days ago, I had a baby oil massage in Thailand, she was taking my clothes off, And tried to give me hand job and oral sex at the time,But I refused it. No any sex.That's not what I'm worried about .
But He was rubbing and pressing my anus with his fingers,I found that she may be a transsexual, I am sorry that I do not discriminate, but the rate of transsexual infection is higher than women. And then I felt uncomfortable in my anus.
I went to see my doctor, who said that if I had blood in my anus and blood in his fingers, it was a risk. If I'm not sure if he has blood, it's a low risk.It scared me very much. So I went back to see the masseuse and found no obvious cuts on his hands (17 hours after the massage).
But I was afraid he had blood on his hand and hurt my anal mucosa. So I have 3 questions.
Q1. If he has blood on his hands and massages hurts my anus, am I at risk for hiv?
Q2. Do I need to test or PEP?
Q3. How can I overcome my fear.
Thanks you so much.