damm lizzie your getting old LOL
as for this post a test and a drs skilled advice is what you need there is nothing more to add to this thread STOP THE NONSENSE see your DOCTOR
UNTIL you are diagnosed...BY A DOCTOR...stop posting all this nonsense. you have diagnosed yourself and running with it.
below is a list of things that "i" have:
night sweats (menopause)
ulcers in my mouth (celiac disease)
achy all over (arthritis)
fatigue (not enough exercise)
what do you think???
i do not have hiv!!!!!!!
Your yeast infection thinking is extremely flawed. You can dig through cases and stats all you want, its not doing anything for you. You seem to be on a mission to convince yourself you are HIV+, if thats what you want to do then fine. Why not just go get a finger ***** and find out for sure. If I was a betting man Id bet you test negative anyway.
Thankful613
Once again thank you for the kind words. I do need to put my fears aside and focus on getting tested.
Worried826,
Regarding your comment and others that have posted on this subject I have read and researched this. I honestly don't understand how there is conflicting information especially with the information below. Some sources say its only present after years while others say its the CD4 count and under 200.
(I placed a space with the link below in between the e and m)
http://www.e medicine.com/MED/topic938.htm
This is a quote from the information in the link above and it's honestly what worries me most.
"Mortality/Morbidity
In patients with HIV, the median CD4 count when OHL is first detected is 468/µL. If these patients do not have AIDS-defining disease at the time OHL is diagnosed, the probability of developing AIDS if not receiving highly active antiretroviral therapy (HAART) is 48% by 16 months and 83% at 31 months. In addition, studies have shown that patients with AIDS with OHL have a shorter lifespan than those that do not present this lesion. Furthermore, if these patients are concomitantly co-infected with hepatitis B virus, the risk of early progression to AIDS increases 4-fold.
The above states that OHL can be present in individual with an average CD4 count. I understand the around 500 shouldn't be considered average but it can be in some individuals. If I'm reading this incorrectly please advise. I not trying to be repetitive but this information can be useful for others.
Believe me I know how you feel. Here is how I see it. In your mind you think that there is a high probability of being infected, and you are holding out a small hope that you are not. The reality is just the opposite. There is a small chance you have it, but a high probability that you dont! So, right now you have a small possibility of having an actual virus, but what you do for sure have is extreme anxiety over the thought of having the virus (I had that too.) You know the only way to cure that anxiety is by putting at risk the tiny hope in your mind that you are not infected. I wish you the best in putting your fears aside and suspect that you will come out stronger after this ordeal is over.
Thank you your comment and prayers actually mean a lot to me. Its difficult to even talk to anybody else about this. I know I made a mistake and hope I don't have to suffer the consequences for the rest of my life.