My story

[Soyoung93]

I'd just like to say my story, Im 18 living in Canada who has HIV I have not been officially diagnosed HIV positve but it's obvious to tell exactly  2 weeks after exposure I had all of ars symptoms I untill today around 10 weeks after exposure. I believe it was gods punishment for me it was my first ever sexual experience and it lead to me having HIV. The population is 250,000 I'm my city with only around 2000 pos people and I ended up with one of them who is a 17 year old girl, i believe it's my punishment for not Waiting untill marriage, so I would like to tell you all it's not worth the risk of getting HIV from a random wait untill ur marriEd or at least a monogomus relationship . Also please pray for me to still be able to live a good life. Thank you

[Soyoung93]

I think that the stress/anxiety cause me to clench my jaw while I sleep which cause headaches and jaw pain

[Soyoung93]

I have a question for you I have been full of stress lately relating to HIV, but can anxiety/stress cause daily headaches?

[nursegirl6572]

Forgot to mention, you wouldn't have HIV related symptoms for 2 months.  Strongly suggest you see your doctor to figure out what is going on, which would include an HIV test.

[nursegirl6572]

Seek some professional help.  Your way of thinking is extremely messed up.  You "gave HIV" to yourself by making the decision not to use protection.  You have to assume every partner is infected, unless you are in a monogamus relationship and both testing.  Even if they say they're not, they could be lying.  You don't leave your health up to someone else.  You have no sense of personal accountability.

The really sad thing is, you probably aren't infected at all.  Your symptoms are not at all consistent with HIV.  But, if you'd prefer to go on living as you are infected, go right ahead.

No point continuing this discussion, you refuse to listen to reason.  Good luck.

[Soyoung93]

My symtpoms are clearly not of any garden variety Infextion as if been having them for 2 months now, if the dumb *** told me she had HIV I would of never even done a thing with her, I'm not testing because I dont want people to search my file and have it say has HIV . I will not feel guilty at all if I give others HIV since someone gave it to me

[nursegirl6572]

You're not serious right?  Is this a joke?  The ONLY person you need to be blaming IF you are indeed infected (which I doubt) is yourself.  NO ONE put a gun to your head and told you not to use a condom.  YOU and only YOU are responsible for the decisions you make and the possible consequences that result.  Would it be morally right for someone to not tell you they were infected?  Of course not.  Does that make her responsible if you are infected?  ABSOLUTELY NOT!

You not getting tested is about the dumbest thing ever.  One can NEVER make assumptions about their status, based on "symptoms".  A study done in the US of thousands of people seeking help in the ER for what they thought were ARS symptoms yielded these results...99% of those people tested negative, and their "symptoms" were caused by some common, garden variety infection.  You not getting tested is only going to do one thing most likely, keep you from finding out you're NOT infected.  If you ARE infected, it will keep you from getting the proper medical care that will keep you healthy and alive.  Lose-lose situation.

With all due respect.....and I say this to be very frank with you...I STRONGLY advise you to pull your head out of your hindquarters.