That's a really long time to be worried about something that is a non risk. The risks for HIV are to have had unprotected vaginal or anal sex or to share IV needles to inject drugs. Air inactivates the virus. You can't touch things like a faucet and get HIV. Ever. So, this was a non worry. Perhaps looking into long time anxiety may be helpful to you. And recurring anxious thoughts and ruminations can come about more if we are going through a stressful time or not getting sleep, etc. But that was zero risk. ZERO