you DONT have hiv and your test PROVES this.
Do doctors lie in order not to freak you out? Did they lie to me that I'm hiv negative but imformed my parents that I'm positive.
Do you know how irrational that is? For one, you have the doctors lying to "spare your feelings"? Doctors give patients bad news every day, it's part of their job. Due to liability, moral, and other reasons, they would not conceal something like that. Your parents? What? They're just NOT going to tell you, keeping you from needed medical care, and keeping you from infecting others knowingly? Come on!
The next day after taking the test, I saw the nurses that took my blood and ran the test at my school at the dean's office. I still wonder what brought them there.
What brought them there? Could be a million things!
You've been worried about this for FOUR years? Time to get some help.