I took an HIV test the other day during my physical, as well as a herpes & syphillis test. I took the test because i'm 1000% sure I had a herpes outbreak back in February. I am scared to death of my results. Though I've been not diagnosed with herpes yet, the sores on my penis hurt like hell when they were there. Not to mention that I broke out in a red rash over my whole torso back & inner thighs in '09 and my lymph nodes swole in my groin area and hurt for NO reason whatsoever! And after the rash subsided, my legs became itchy and flaky. I wasnt even having sex at that time! I've had unprotected sex with women through the years and now i'm damn near suicidal & depressed as a result of my actions. My doctor calls you when he has your results and he's called me twice, but I won't answer. I've never had fevers, chronic other conditions, no nausea or vomitting, nor weight loss. Matter of fact, I've gained weight for the first time in my life. My mom knows I constantly diagnose myself of every sickness in the world when I internet surf, but that rash that was on my body for no apparent reason back in '09 keeps haunting me! What should I do because I'm going crazy!