Before this event I was tested negative at appropriate time ( although I slept with csw, but I always used condoms).
Unfortunately, I should have been happy and never do that again. But I made a mistake and went to a massage parlor in southern California. She was a latin a girl about 22 years old. She was a little skinny. She gave be a deep tissue massage and she sat on my butt with her butt ( she was practically naked).
Well at the end she touched herself in the vaginal and then she immediately grabed a condom she had in her bra. The condom was in a folded nakin. She touched the condom with fingers and she put it on me. At first she had trouble putting condom on as she was putting the tip wrong direction. She was also trying to put condom on with mouth. So touched condom with possibly her mouth (not sure) then she flipped the right way and rolled condom with her mouth. I was laying back in my back with penis pointing up. My urethra was opened. She pulled out for a few seconds and continued. For few more seconds and finished. Whole act did not last more than 30 seconds. I came in her mouth. I afraid HIV from when she touched inside condom with fingers or mouth got in my urethra when it was open ( it was open when she pulled for a few second and when I came)?
She then sat next to me. Then she got up. I touched some fresh fluids in bed (they were hers) and I also from touching outside of condom. She took condom out with tissues. I then proceeded to clean penis. This included using a tissue , but I also used my hands that had touched her fresh fluids, the outside condom, and the bottle of alcohol she gave me. At the end my penis (and urethra) and foreskin was injured from cleaning myself. I pressed hard on irritated/injured penis head with thumb and fingers that fluids/condom and opened urethra, I then got finger covered by thin wet tissue damp in alcohol and wiped back of penis head and. DRAGED IT ( not taking finger of back of penis) TO INSIDE OF URETHRA IN MY ATTEMP TO CLEAN IT? I SAW FLUIDS GO IN URETHRA. I afraid I got infected by vaginal/cervical fluids going in urethra. I then made stupid mistake of closing urethra tip and pulling foreskin over penis head (leaving air out). I afraid got infected that way and pressing on my penis head, or when I came.
I had bad symptoms that followeed, that weekend testicle hurted and a couple days later burning urination. A couple of weeks after, fever, jerking nodes, swollen node under jaw and parotid node ( And perhaps in arm pit unknown any where else), weird diareah very liquid, night sweats, bump in back, did not check for rash, but sometime I have pimples on back I don't know if HIV rash, back ache, arm pit ache. At five weeks bump in penis, 6/7 weeks rash in back and weird raised shaped bumps in genital area including penis head (it is completely gone now).
I was negative before this event as I tested. What is my risk from this event.?