Upgraded my knowledge

[unsure1990]

Hey guys, sorry for the last few post. I mean, aniexty got the best of me. And I know I shouldn't have been thinking outside the box. I finally come to terms with the whole oral incident. Because the first incident I got tested for at like 10-12 weeks after it happened.. And the most recent incident was with a ex.. Me going down on her.. I'm not even gonna test for that.. But I finally grasp that oral is of no risk.. Just because in theory it can happen doesn't mean I will be that lucky guy... Cuz heck I played the lotto ten times last year and didn't even win that.. So to sum it all up.. I wanna help give info.. Instead of posting the same rhetorical question...  I recently educated myself alittle more on how to be 100% sure I'm fine! And on HIV! Any feedback? You know a good for me would be nice.. Lmao!

[sarath631]

we can advice others but cant digest ourself. shed the guilt feelings and move on. Have a gr8 life and always have protected sex. y to take risk? kk buddy take care

[unsure1990]

No all aniexty is gone. I mean for years I've worked in the healthcare industry. Emt, companion, and home health aide.. And I give others info on stds.. But couldn't grasp it myself. Like idk why but maybe it was the guilt of cheating on my girlfriend, or wrecking what we have. So I mean a healthy recovery is one that starts from the home

[sarath631]

:O, its happy to hear that at last u succeeded in digesting the HIV facts. Focus on Creative things thats the feedback for you coz i think u still have some anxiety over decimal percentages/ theoretical risks. for that i say Focus on things that make you feel better. Dont fear in Life dude, it is just a journey where we neither gains nor lose. Digest this fact!