what do you think of these symptoms:
i had a few night sweats (new to me), middle of the night neausea 1 or 2 times (again, new), appetite loss...within 2 weeks after "middle risk" exposure while in mexico. a few months later i got a big cold sore on my lip that lasted about a week. its weird because the morning after my possible exposure i felt a tingling on that spot of my lip. i was already HSV1 positive...could my lip been an infection with HSV-2?? is that possible to have both? and does HSV onset have these similar symptoms as to what i have described above?
the reason i ask is because my symptoms seem much more mild than most of what i have read for hiv. i did not have a rash, no sores, no sore throat or cough (the cough...i could be wrong about...i had been smoking cigs while in mexico and i could have overlooked it as cig related if a cough did exists as i am not usually a smoker and have sensitive lungs). about 4 or 5 months later i got 1 or 2 dime sized psoriasis patches in new places.
ALSO to consider...i likely have LUPUS (positive ANA in 2003 with rather high titer, therefore dismissed). i have had bizzare symptoms my whole life...exacerbated by birth control and sun exposure, stress and menstruation.
given this likelihood, i want to believe that the excessive sun exposure could have been the cause of the symptoms?
i am waiting for my results and just cannot rest. my brain is in overdrive and i cannot function. its been a whole year. why did i wait...because i THOUGHT a test had been done at month 3. after requesting those results to examine from a LUPUS perspective i realized it had not been tested, despite my request along with other STDs. UGH....now my freaking out begins.
it has been a hard year. exactly a year since the event. at month 8 i had a mild chiro visit that left me bed ridden, possibly due to spinal inflamation of sorts? at month 9 i started birth control, YAZ, that i found to be completely debilitating...the last piece in my lupus puzzle. within the 4 months taking YAZ, i began having HSV1 outbreaks (which up to that point this year had been very infrequent), extreme exhaustion, physical weakness, increased psoriasis patches (always had gotten 1 or 2 here and there, but this time on my face). LASTLY, just recently, i have had nearly 1 month of bowel issues. FIRST constipation for nearly 3 weeks. THEN once flushed...diahreah...but even that seems to not want to come out. possibly inflammatory bowel issues?
i have discontinued the YAZ.
i want to dismiss HIV. but as soon as it crept up in my mind after reading the old blood work, i have been COMPLETELY freaking out. cannot function. all i want to do is be on the internet searching for something to give me an answer while i wait.
could you give me your impression. i feel i have pretty much laid it out. anything you can say will help me.
nervous nelly!