right now im at an std clinic waiting to be pricked i hope i come out negative please pray for me im so scared
You keep saying you know you need to get tested...you actually do NOT because you do not have a risk!! If you need to do so for peace of mind...do it today, the result will be negative and you can put this behind you. I would still strongly recommend professional help. It simply is not normal to be so hysterical when everyone is telling you you have nothing to worry about!!
We can't keep repeating ourselves, you need to move on.
What part of you didn't have a risk is it you aren't comprehending?
You're not paying attention.What does ''you never had a risk'' mean.You don't require any testing.The anxiety you have is causing all those symptoms.You need to get off the net and focus on your life.
excuse me sir i know i meed to be tested, i just had a wide variety on symptoms purple bruise like blotch and patches of dry skin over my shoulder
and im feeling weird sensations all over my body all muscles are tweatching
i eat and i cant gain weight, i just want to go get tested but i dont know how would i be able to cope with reality after im so scared please forgive for posting again thank you for reading
You used PROTECTION.You don't have HIV so why talk as if you do.Seek some therapy for your paranoia/anxiety.