What more do you want us to say? We tell you no risk you don't believe us. We tell you no condom failure you don't believe us. We have nothing left to say.
You are making this way more complicated than it is. If you were able to fill the condom with water or blow into it then it didn't fail. You did not have an exposure.
if so why water dripping happened?
if so, what is my condition called if it is not condom failure?
What you describe is not condom failure. You need to accept the fact that you are not at risk.
but pls expert, I tested with water and by blowing into a ballon.
The water dripped.
The ballon size reduces.
there surely was a hole.
But also sure that I can't see that hole exactly.
if a hole is formed during sex -but since we stopped sex as I was painful-the condom cannot fail till it it was completely as you say, what about my risk>
I can do nothing now and was thinking of last night again and again.
Moreocer, since I was painful, it would involve internal bleeding in sex which can bring the highest risk.
The sex lasts only for about 2 mins
You never had a risk or a condom failure. Had the condom failed you would have know without a doubt.
Oh! I am so stupid, experts
Last night, I made sex with a guy.
We tried to make anal sex.
First I masturbated him, Then I put a condom on his.
He started to penetrate my anus by using his saliva as lubricant. When his penis tip entered my anus, I was so painful so I told him to stop doing like this, I washed my anus with water. Then I returned to him and told his that I will do only masturbation to him. and I removed his condom from his penis.
He accepted and i masturbated him. He ejaculated in my hand.
Then I washed my hands again.
Now, it becomes a VERY DANGEROUS CONDITION for me.
I am doubtful about his condom. It was durex latex condom and not expired.
I didn't see any visible holes or break of condom.
but when I filled that condom with water, DROPS OF WATER leak out from the tip of condom slowly and slowly.
I feared so much, and then I blow that condom into a small ballon and watched.
When I squeezed it, I felt the discharge of air from condom tip and I was so afraid.
But I can't see any holes. I was afraid and removed the condom as quickly as possible.
Is it condom failure?
But you experts tell in this site that we can feel and see the condom failure if it really failed.
Now DO I NEED to test?
What should I do?
He said that he performed safe sex only in his life.
But I don't believe him as he is a bisexual.
DID MY CONDOM FAIL BY OBSERVING SUCH CONDITIONS?
Because you never did anything to put you at risk of contracting HIV.
pls being fingered by precum a risk or not?
Do I need to test for it?
Can I be HIV positive?
oral sex is a very very low risk(only theoretical) and so you dont have an exposure to HIV
but you are very anxious and only a test can set you to rest go take a test at a certified laboratory,it is better than home testing.
but blood and certain conditions involved!
moreover, he also fingered my anus with his fingers.
There were some of his fresh precum on those fingers
is it a risk?
oral sex is a no risk for hiv