47 year old female. RA meds caused atrial fib, then congestive heart failure and tachycardia-mediated cardiomyopathy. Meds seemed to have cured the cardiomyopathy and I had a normal echo. Then atrial fib got worse, and then when having CT scan to measure for ablation found widespread enlarged lymph nodes throughout my chest and abdomen. Findings were stage 3 Large Diffuse B cell lymphoma. Since I already had the heart problem, had echo to confirm normal ejection fraction, and then had echo after each treatment. It was not until after 3rd treatment that ejection fraction took a nosedive. Stopped the adriamycin, but damage apparently already done. Day after PET scan showed complete remission of the NHL, had TEE that showed blood clots in my heart and I was in atrial fib (180s) consistently. Admitted to hospital. Something bad happened that night and I woke up the next day with an inter-aortic balloon pump. Told I had gone into cardiogenic shock, and as a last resort they put in pump. In a few days I had it removed and had pacemaker and defib ICD put in. My question is, could I have had tachycardia-mediated cardiomyopathy that was resolved prior to me taking the chemo, and then could I have gotten dilated cardiomyopathy due to the chemo drug? Newest echo shows ejection fraction back to normal but change from mild mitral valve regurgitation to moderate...my symptoms are now like the CHF I suffered at end of chemo? Is this a bad sign that my dilated cardiomyopathy is now progressing to end stage?