Hello to all!
I was diagnoses with a heart murmer after going into my local Hospital for something else altogether. I eventually went for the test they send you to, some sort of echo I believe it was called, and was then diagnoses with a leaky heart valve of some sort by my doctor once the results came back. He didn't seem overly concerned at all and told me that it was still okay for me to exercise if I wished to. However, since then I can't stop thinking about this condition, and I only know about it from what I've read myself on Google since the doctor didn't really explain anything to me. I'm always feeling my heart rate, especially after walking up and down stairs, even though I know in doing so I'm only making myself feel more anxious (I've suffered with anxiety for a long time and believe this has currently sent it through the roof!) and therefore making everything worse.
I'm 31 years of age, 6 foot 3 and around 12 stone. have never smoked, rarely drink and up until recently I walked everywhere, seeing as I don't drive, so would consider myself relatively fit. Or at least I could walk for miles and miles without getting tired or breathless. But I'm now even concerned to walk far as I used to do all the time because of this condition. Sounds absolutely stupid, right? I do have a consultation with a cardiologist very soon and hopefully being able to discuss my concerns with an expert will help to put my mind at ease a little. But I was just wondering if anyone else experiences these negative thoughts and feelings after being diagnosed? I really hope to hear some thoughts and perhaps even some advice. Many thanks :-)