I have had two bouts of becoming overwhelmed by a sense of black doom, breaking out in a cold sweat, feeling like I would throw up, and not being able to think, stand, or function. These two episodes have happened over the past two weeks, and each episode lasted about five minutes. When the feeling passed, I felt much better, but my energy was totally drained. Both episodes happened in the morning, on days that I actually felt good about getting out of bed, for a change.
I have gained 33 pounds since Christmas, and the weight gain has been documented at my doctor's office. I have had NO energy, and can easily sleep 16 hours per day if allowed. When I wake, I am still miserably tired and literally count the hours until I can sleep again. I have two active children so it's not like I can sleep all day!
I have been taking Lexipro which my doctor thinks may be causing the weight gain. I am being weaned off of it now and he has given my Cymbalta. Please note that I am not hiding under covers trying to escape life - I have a wonderful, full, rich life with many blessings including a loving, supportive husband and two children. I have always been described as bubbly, effervescent, and full of life, and I still am, when I am not physically exhausted.
I have also had a constant pain in my left shoulder, deep on the inside, as well as pain in my upper back. Sometimes I have body aches that make me feel like I have the flu. I also have a dull pain in my left jaw and sometimes pain radiating down my neck. My doctor has run several tests including thyroid function, glucose, and some neurological studies. Everything comes back perfect, but I still feel bad.
Could this be a heart condition? Should I be more pro-active by seeking out a cardiologist on my own? There is a lot of cancer, diabetes, and heart disease in my family. Am I just being a hypochondriac?