getting too hard

[audreywald]

Tomorrow will be shot #6.

It is getting so hard to go through this. I feel like giving up. Sick all the time, it is a big deal if I can walk around the block. Every week it is more doctors and more sides. I am getting sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Does anyone else ever want to give up?

[berlynn]

Again today

[Commdude]

Meant the first half of the previous post or Raheem.   Could be the the ole reba rage kicking in?   Sometimes, the most trivial things can set people off...even at this site.  Whew..and there have been heated debates here at one time or another...some of which wound up pretty hilarious after reading through the complete threads.

Everyone's been known to do that....except for seriously goofy people like Indiana...

Have a nice day!

[Commdude]

So did you have a question out of the six per that are allowed per day that you did not have an opportunity to ask?  Doesn't seem as though you did.

Chill out, man.  Board police are OK, but c'mon...her topics were unrelated.  

If you are not so harsh on people, it might make it better for you if you seek advice on this board as well.

Tomorrow's another day....and then as such  another opportunity for you to begin a new thread.

Audrey...hang in there.

We all go through, and have gone some rough times during TX. The side effects come and go.   Even a week from now, you might feel on top of the world....then the next week something else pops up.    The meds do some strange things to us mentally and physically, but it does get better, especially when it's all over.  

Like climbing a mountain, one foot in front of the other.

[cindee]

I'm sorry to ear you are having a tough time. I had a horrible time on tx. OH I WANTED TO STOP MANY TIMES. There were times when I wanted to take all my meds and put them on the bricks outside and just stomp them! You've got to fight this nasty 'ole dragon with all you have!!!! Here's something I kept by my side the whole time. I hope it will help you.
DON'T QUIT
WHEN THINGS GO WRONG AS THEY SOMETIMES WILL, WHEN THE ROAD YOU'RE TRUDGING SEEMS ALL UPHILL, WHEN THE FUNDS ARE LOW, AND THE DEBTS ARE HIGH, AND YOU WANT TO SMILE, BUT YOU HAVE TO SIGH, WHEN CARE IS PRESSING YOU DOWN A BIT, REST IF YOU MUST, BUT DON'T YOU "QUIT".
LIFE IS HARD WITH ITS TWISTS AND TURNS, AS EVERYONE OF US SOMETIMES LEARNS, AND MANY A "FAILURE" TURNS ABOUT, WHEN HE MIGHT HAVE "WON" HAD HE STUCK IT OUT; DON'T GIVE UP THOUGH THE PACE SEEMS SLOW, YOU MAY SUCCEED WITH ANOTHER BLOW.
SUCCESS IS FAILURE TURNED INSIDE OUT, THE SILVER TINT OF THE CLOUDS OF DOUBT, AND YOU CAN NEVER TELL HOW "CLOSE" YOU ARE, "IT MAY BE NEAR WHEN IT SEEMS SO FAR"; SO STICK TO THE FIGHT WHEN YOU'RE HARDEST HIT, IT'S WHEN THINGS SEEM WORST
>>>>>>>>>>THAT YOU MUST NOT QUIT<<<<<<<<< PRAYERS, Cindee

[audreywald]

When do you start? I will send extra good thoughts to you. Your warmth and kindness means so much to me. I hope you let me be there for you when you need it.

Love,  Audrey

[audreywald]

Thanks. What day do you do your shot? Mine is tomorrow. I am a little extra freaked because it is my dear friends birthday and I forgot, I had it on my calendar but forgot to lokk at it. AND she had ovarian cancer 2 years ago and now they found precancerous cells in her cervix or uterus.

My husband built her a nice computer, we were going to sell it to her really cheap, but I think now we will give it to her as a birthday gift.

I want so much to be a good friend to the people in my life but sometimes it's even hard to remember basic stuff lately; like remembering my antidepressant in the am with my riba. I guess this must be brain fog.

Is anyone becoming majorly sensitive and kinda down?