I am going to drive 5 hrs this Friday tx night, to Moyock NC to meet Carol a woman I met on myspace and after talking to daily have decided we are love with the person we've been communicating with. She knows I am on tx, and my situation with sx and such. She has worked in the medical field a lot of her life is presently the main tech for an orthopedic surgeon. She has invited me up to stay in a 8 bedroom resort house at Sand Bridge Beach in Virginia. Her nephew is getting married that weekend and I am invited to that, to meet her family, 3 daughters and enjoy the beach with her and get to know each other.
We both have really worked this over in our minds and so forth. She doesn't want it to be awkward and wants us to really fall in love, not just love each other, but the whole nine yards. I have always felt we were soulmates.
We will be together not in the same room from Friday until Monday. My concerns are besides the obvious is my sx during tx, also my essential tremors rear their ugly head at a moments notice moreso through tx.
I just want to make her feel good and it was worth it and go from there.
The most I have driven since being on tx is about 45 minutes. I have never driven to Moyock NC, which is near Elizabeth City. I hope there are a lot of pitstops on the way.
I really don't want to cause her any unhappiness, or pain. I don't want to kill myself doing this also. I guess if truelove is afoot we'll get through this, I guess I was thinking when we planned this that I would be well into tx and not experiencing these sx.
Anyway, am I crazy, It is a fool that looks for logic in the chambers of the human heart.
Peace and health
This the first time I have attempted anything like this really in my life and going through tx.
I have fears and try to give them to faith, I guess the main one is what if we don't click, then I drive home. What if I am sick from tx, she said that I may have to sleep on a couch so i am not sure that I'll have my own room. I am thinking about the using the bathroom 8 times a night, excluding diarrhea.