hello community, ( help grace)
Here's what going on. I am 39yr old , female. In a relationship for all most 5 years now. In the beginning of our relationship, I had told him I was infected, He was supportive and still is. He has herpes too(from me). He said he didn't care, and wasn't concern about using a condom. I was hesitate. But in time, gave in. we do not use protection. So for a long time now, I feel I opened a can of worms and cant resolve 1 of our sex life problem, which involves the herpes. The herpes bothers me still to this day. I feel dirty and ashamed. (my perception). anyways, after about 6 months or so of not using a condom, sexual intercourse has become painful. Its painful on the outside, right at the opening. Its always the same spot. When it hurts I try to tolerate it so I can please him. But he is a horn dog and pushy. Then it came to a point, I started reducing sexual activity. I would tell him I'm having an outbreak and didn't want to fool around. he would say it doesn't matter cause he has herpes too. This went on for a lonnng time. I would explain my concerns and he would blow me off. We have many arguments about this and I am at my end, enough to end this relationship. he thinks I'm making this stuff up. so now I found this website. I have a few questions to ask to clarify my concerns.
1) If i am having an outbreak, so assuming a could have lesion inside of me or blisters, if the penis breaks it open, it spreads and can it make the herpes worst?
2) If he is having a outbreak, which i assume the virus is active in his cum. anywhere that cum touches, I could have future outbreaks there correct? ( I have stops on my hand that inflame and itch. it always the same spot.)
3). Does your period bring on herpes? I have a outbreak every month right before my period.
4) It is possible to be active for a long period of time?
5) Does a autoimmune disease make herpes difficult to control?
6) What can I do to get my gyne to prescribe valtrex on a daily treatment?
7) When you have a outbreak does this throw off the yeast balance?
8) Does stress and sickness bring on herpes?
9) When a outbreak occurs, is it always blisters? Can it be a spot that's inflamed and itches so bad?
10) I never had blood work, I was swabbed. should I get Blood work to know my levels? what does the levels mean?
I have herpes 1 and 2, I've been tested for all other STD's. all negative.
Thanks Christine