I'm sorry to read this! What is your next step?
Testing is not that accurate - it should say on your lab results if that is considered positive or negative by the lab and by the CDC criteria.
Ideally you need to find a Lyme Literate doctor to give you a clinical diagnosis supported by the tests. ILADS dot org has offered a LLMD finder service via their web site. Praying God helps you find a good Lyme dr to help you