DID I DAMAGE MY PENIS???

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about 5 months ago I noticed a "dent" on the left side of my penis and slight curve. The dented area was a little sore and the upper would feel slight pain when getting erection, not intense pain, just discomfort. I searched all over the internet and found it might be Peyronies disease. I started taking vitamin E every day and putting some directly on my penis. The embarrassing part is that I havent been with a girl in about 6 years, work and other problems that arent important killed my social life. So I guess its from masturbating. I am very worried that it will later affect my sex life, causing me to have low self esteem. It hasnt gotten worse, but it is still a little painful when getting an erection, but dont notice it as much when hard. The only thing I can think of that happened was I had "it" out through a hole in a pair of jeans and thoght some one was coming and tried to get "it" back in pants and it pressed against the hole in the jeans a little hard and kinda hurt. would something like that totally mess up my penis?? I dont really want to go to the doctor since all Ive found is that they usually just say take vitamin E and be gentle and I cant afford it. It isnt a severe bend, probably not quite 45degrees, maybe 35. I am finally getting the chance to getting my social life back, but now Im very worried that this will be a problem. I am 28 years old and in good shape. It has kept me depressed though, so please help.

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oh and ive been starting to see this girl. Im really want to take things further but this thing has kinda got me worried, I need to find out ASAP if this will affect anything.

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does anyone want to help with this????? Also is it possible to masturbating the same way for soo long cause it to hurt like where say your knuckle rubs in the same spot everytime?? Thats where my thumb rides on top near the head and thats where it hurts.