i am feeling very depressed, and feel like ending it now, it all started when i first noticed some white spots on my penis shaft (2spots), i first started pecking at them and white kinda like spot puss came out, then after they left the skin red and saw, but it didnt stop there i keep getting parnoid and started picking them all the time, soon nothing came out, but i felt lumps under the skin, one day ov hard picking i managed to pot it open, it was thick and long worm like thing, like a big spot on your face, i saw that my skin was scarring light and pink coloured to the rest, this is when i got depressed, i cnt find a girlfriend because of this on my mind, all i do is stay in and play computer games, my social life has been destroyed and now i feel like i want to go, i have tryed putting plasters over it to stop be pecking but i take them off after so many days and peck again, i just cnt stop it, can anyone help me, i just dont want people to say they are scarred for life, this has brought tears and pain to me and i really need help before i do something stupid, please anyone. HELP ME.