Depressed

[mylittlemonkey09]

Hi. I just lost my baby at 6weeks on Tuesday morning n I don't think I'm dealing with it right I act like everything is fine but im deeply hurting inside. This is my very first miscarriage, n see my baby come out! Its like a part of me is gone. I bleed n I see it when i change n cry cuz its my babies blood. (TMI SORRY) I don't understand what I did wrong. I have a 5 month old n just losing this baby its hard to take care of him. My bf helps me but I feel so alone n mainly cry at night.I'm sorry but I had to let some emotions out.  Thank you for taking your time to read this.

[zulema1015]

No worries if you need to talk I'm all ears!

[mylittlemonkey09]

Thank you hun. Made me cry but thank you. Really means a lot.

[zulema1015]

I agree everyone has their own way of dealing...if you need to cry than cry don't hide it. My mom had two miscarriages before she had my little brother and one of the things that really helped her was involving us in that loss and venting to us don't hide these feelings letting others in brings support and comfort. Another thing she did was give them names to some this is weird but we all pitched in and named the two babies that never came to this world. She felt so much better after that and than she had my brother he is now 12 yrs old. God allows us to go through certain situations to make us stronger and because he knows we are capable of handling it. It is a test of our faith. He is also always with us through it all don't forget that . Please remain positive ad try to see the beauty of your situation. Yes you miscarried but he or she is now with God and your baby is watching over you like you would have.

[mylittlemonkey09]

Thank you ladies for telling me your stories makes me feel better that I'm not in this alone. It honestly means a lot to me thank you

[Roxxxy915]

Ihad a m/c last yr too a day after my bday my 2nd was 6months old. Iwas heartbroken , iwould cry a lot too. Now im 36 wks pregnant. & thing the kept me moving me along was that God doesnt you anything you cant handle & he does everything for a reason. Ihad my m/c September 16th & w.this pregnancy im due the 10th & my bday is the 15th icnt wait!!!! God wrks wonders!!

[Haidybug]

*I am now currently 33w eeks

[Haidybug]

I felt the same way when i had my miscarriage,i cried for two weeks over everything,everytime i seen a baby or baby clothes! I still bring it up,like this past February my baby would of been a year old:/ but what got.me to feel better was telling myself over and over again that everything happens for a reason,and god knows what hes doing! I am not currently 33 weeks pregnant!i hope i helped a little bit,it will get better with time,just spend nore time with your baby boy and focus all your time on him.

[LJsMommy15]

I'm so sorry this happened to you...but i don't think there's a right or wrong way to deal with a loss. You have to grieve in your own way! Just take it one day at a time sometimes you may have to take it minute by minute...i know it's not easy but you'll make it. Keep your head up look for joy in your 5 month olds smiles and laughter.