feeling sad

[Francis1029]

I was only 8 weeks it started with spotting n today I lost it

[MableMouse]

I know, angel babies are special to.(: You're welcome. If you ever need to talk again, I'll be here. Enjoy your beautiful boys!(:

[Francis1029]

My dr told me I miscarried because I just had a baby..My little one was born Jan 10..Its to soon..n I kno it's true it was to soon..but lesson learned we are waiting 2 years before we try again..n I'm ok with that. I do have these boys that need me..I am taking it day by day...I'm always going to be thinking about my Angel baby...thank u mablemouse u have been beyond helpful..I send u a huge hug...:-)

[MableMouse]

Oh wow, must be hard with the three kids): My cramping stopped for a whole day, and it would get wrose at night, I started gushing blood one night, then had bleeding like a normal period the next day with no cramps and then woke up the next morning in horrific pain and started gushing blood again. it's like labour, sometimes you hit a point where your body goes stuff this I need a break. And yes unfortunately our bodies can look pregnant while we miscarry.. I know this might come off as wrong, but at least you know you can do it again, you've had three babies already when I miscarried I was terrified I might be someone who just misscarrys and never has a baby.

[Francis1029]

thank u so much..this is my first miscarriage I stopped being how can I know for sure the part's all came out...I have sono appt in two weeks..My cramping even stopped..Is this normal?? my stomach still looks big..it was flat before I still have the pouch...I have 3 other kids n I'm trying to stay strong but when I'm alone I break...

[MableMouse]

Trust me there are people who understand I know the pain/guilt/denial. All of it. It takes a long time to even feel human, at least it did for me. I was and still am quite depressed about it and it happened 8 months ago. Have you thought about making a memorial book? That's what I did, and I named my angel baby aswell which really helped, I named the baby Nelly Lawrence so it could be used for a boy or a girl, but alot of women just go off what they felt the baby was. I'm really sorry, I know it's hard but it will start to feel better, I promise.

[Francis1029]

I don't think that ppl really kno how hard this is.....they aren't going through it..the pain the emotions...I have been a mess...I'm a rollercoaster

[MableMouse]

I know the feeling.):

[Francis1029]

thanks..this is so hard...I'm so sad..

[MableMouse]

Awh, I'm really sorry. ): I know you might not think this now but I really think your quite lucky to have seen the heart beating at all. When I had my miscarriage I had only had the one ultrasound at 5+5 and there was no heartbeat and they told me that was normal. The next ultrasound I had my uterus was completely empty, I was horrified at the thought that I may have flushed my baby away, and the thought that my baby may have never had a heart beat in the first place. But I know you probably don't think the same right now. If you ever want anyone to talk to you can always talk to me I'm on here quite a bit. xx Feel better soon.

[Francis1029]

Yea I'm in the er now.. it had a heart beat last week n today it's not beating..

[MableMouse]

I'm sorry for your loss. Have you actually confirmed miscarriage? Because you can spot and bubs can still be okay. If you have confirmed I'm really sorry for asking. I know what it's like to loose a baby. I lost my first pregnancy at 9+5. And now I'm 19+4 with my rainbow baby.(: