hey everybody....my name is Tiffany, and I joined medhelp back in 2008 when I first started experiencing symptoms (some of you may remember me). I was not diagnosed then, but had seen 2 neuros, who both seemed to think that MS was a possibility, and underwent various tests. I got on medicaid then, and it helped with the costs of the neuros, and the tests, of course, but I was still in limbo for a long time, as some of my tests came back normal. The most evidence of MS that they could see was from my MRI, but my neuro waited six months, and then ordered another brain MRI to compare the two. While waiting on results, I became pregnant with my third baby, and didn't make it back to the dr. During my pregnancy, all of my symptoms disappeared, and I couldn't take meds and undergo most testing, so I just gave it up, really believing that I was fine, and it was over. Well, I had my baby in February, and since then, my symptoms have re-appeared. However, my medicaid expired, and they didn't approve my renewal. Two weeks ago, though, I had a severe flare-up of symptoms, and decided to take the copies of both brain MRI's and my EMG results to a doctor that I had to pay for. He is not a neurologist, but after looking at the results of all of my tests (esp. the comparison b/t the two MRI's) and reviewing my history, he said that he had not a doubt in his mind that I have MS. He put me on several medications to treat symptoms, and told me that I needed to apply for medicaid and disability, and then get in to see an MS specialist as soon as possible. This was on Tuesday. Needless to say, I'm having a very rough week. I am struggling to accept the diagnosis, and very worried, esp. since I have no med. coverage, and not enough money to afford the proper treatment! Any suggestions or helpful words would be greatly appreciated!!