I start a new job Wednesday at a local call center as a customer service rep. I'm excited to be back in the work place but sad that I can't find a job in coding. I will keep looking....
Also, a few days after I found out I had been accepted for this job, I also got back my cognitive test results... they were good and although I didn't get anymore answers from them I was glad I took the testing. First off, she confirmed that this is NOT in my head, there is no conversion disorder present, and I am fine. That was a relief once again. Secondly, the neuropsychologist said that the good news is that I have above average learning and memory, above average vocabulary, normal problem solving, good attention, and normal hands on, visual spatial ability. The bad news is that I have below normal motor skills, the worst which showed up drastically on the left hand. I also have language "issues"- decreases wording finding ablities and slowed word generation, basically I have trouble finding the word I want to say and I do find the words I want they are generated a lot slower than the normal folks. She said that I am totally blessed because I am above average in other areas, I can just use my "huge" vocabulary to talk around the words I am missing at the moment. Smiles... however, I don't know how this will work in my new job. I will take it one day at a time and if it's a big problem becuase our calls will be time and monitored, I can try to look for work elsewhere if this becomes an issue- keeping in mind that I have put out more than 100 applications in the last 2 months. I am also considering going back to college, that would be fun.
The cardiologist nurse listened to my heart and BP today and I'm cleared for a few weeks at least, the new meds seemed to be working but I did a bunch of lab today and will know those results next week, they are checking potassium and stuff. I'm not sure if that's where the funky symptom comes in, but I've often had muscle twitches in the last year but they were deep in my muscles and in my legs only, but this last week, my muscles will twitch so much it's hilarious. They are twitching all over my body too now but not at once, just in one spot and then later, in another spot, but like right now, the muscle in my the top of my arm where it meets my should is twichting so jerky... I can sit here and look at the skin and see it jerk, it's like a little fist is inside and just punching out the skin, and it does it many time, kinda irregular like for a while, up to a minute and then goes away. Hilarious to see... and then now it's in my thigh muscles... thump, thump thump. Ah, well. I know this sounds crazy. And yes, I know I don't have MS. Grin. But I though I'd just update you on my lovely day!
I wanted you to know I do check in here, and I care about you all very much! sTAy Safe!
~Sunnytoday~