Bear in mind, I have transverse myelitis and trigeminal neuralgia, not MS (so far.) I sing with an a cappella group of more than 80 people that rehearses three hours weekly in a rented store in a dying mall. As a non-profit group, we are given a very good deal on the rent, and by having our own rehearsal space, we are allowed to leave our risers set up and have our music library and costume materials and returned costumes in a permanent place.
The trouble is, we are responsible for maintenance of the space other than things like roof leaks that are the responsibility of the mall itself. Our air conditioning is on the fritz, and we won't ever be able to come up with the $5K or so it will take to fix it. This week the outdoor temperatures are in the 90's and humidity is high, as it always is in the great plains during the summer.
Last year we discovered we could set up several fans in the store entrance and bring cooler mall air into the rehearsal space. That keeps the temp in the 80's once we all get together, stand side-by-side on the risers with no breaks for at least the first 2 1/2 hours and contribute our body heat. The a/c didn't start failing until late in the summer last year, so there were just a few weeks of high temps.
This week I was going to be a good soldier and tough it out. I only took about 15 minutes out to sit and enjoy my little cooling towel, then back up and back to work. The heat really makes the eye pain from the TN very bad, but a good night's sleep usually puts me back to normal.
I woke up the next morning so stiff I could barely walk, with continuing eye pain, and so tired I had that slightly nauseated never-went-to-bed feeling. Once I got to work, I kept falling asleep at my desk, and I was too sore and tired to stand up to work, which is my usual solution.
So, once I make it through next week's rehearsal and a Friday night performance, I have asked for a leave of absence until October, but the hall is really only bearable Nov-Feb. I will miss being in our big show in August. I have already resigned from a quartet because I can't handle two nights a week of rehearsals.
This is minor compared to those of you who have lost mobility, vision, careers, and relationships. So far my worst problem is some urinary uge incontinence and constipation that are still manageable, but slowly getting worse. Now the fatigue is getting bad, and one leg is feelin weaker. I am having to choose between what comprises my entire social life and my work. At least I can find some other way to be with my friends and meet new ones.
I'm going to a new MS neuro in December. Maybe she'll consider the TN to be a relapse and get me started on a DMD. That is all. Thanks for listening.