Hey guys! For those of you who may remember me, I was a regular on this forum for a while mid to late last year. I have not been on in a while, and the entire time I was gone absolutely nothing happened with my search for medical answers. My insurance cancelled in November, because I had quit my job due to not being able to physically perform my duties. I was unable to afford to keep going to my doctors and keep up with all of the tests. Around Christmas I became extremely depressed and even suicidal. I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital where I stayed for ten days, was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and given a regimen of meds. The meds really did seem to help! I was recently approved for medicaid, and have started going to the doctor again, and right on time, too, as I had a very bad episode here recently (physically, not mentally). During this episode, I started to become depressed and anxious again, but have been struggling to keep it together. Does anyone else deal with mental illness along with their physical problems? and Any tips on persevering through all of this diagnostic stuff while keeping your sanity in tact? All answers, comments, or anything are greatly appreciated!