Mokibear??? You okay?

[Quixotic1]

Hey, Kiddo, we miss you!  What's up?  Tell us you're okay.

Momma Bear and friends

[mokibear]

Hey hon, I know you understand how I'm feeling. It helps to know that you are here. I've thought of you often and sent many prayers your way.

It just seemed that everything happened all at one time for me. Everything fell apart and piled on me and then stuff I had back shelved hit me in the face. Ouch! haha I think if I could split myself into 3 or 4 people, I'd be able to deal with all the issues that have come up in the last month.

I've been eating healthy but too tired to do much exercising but for all the running around at work I've been doing I think that more than makes up for it. lol I'm learning the gentle and kind part, but not really used to doing that. As for the resting, well, when I can. Time is not exactly on my side right now. I'm hoping these work hours will only be for a couple of months and then I should be able to cut back again.

Patience is one more I'll add to the list as it's something I'm not real big on but realize that I need to go with the flow as I can't change it anyways. I'm a fighter, I know I'll get through this, it's just going to take time.

I'm taking each day as it comes right now. I deal with only those issues that arise that day and don't worry about the other stuff till it comes up. It's not easy for me and sure has become quite the learning experience. Man what I wouldn't give to feel normal again. Ah one can dream.haha

Cyber Hugs right back at you
Moki

[floridamom2]

Hi there!

I happen to be an expert on depression, LOL!!  I wish I could do something to help you get through this, waiting is so hard!

Here is what the MANY therapists have told me when I have been depressed,

"Be gentle and kind to yourself.  Eat healthy and try to get some excercise.  Rest when you are tired and do not feel guilty, you are doing what you need to get to the other side and you will get there."

Big Cyber Hugs!!
Kristin

[mokibear]

Jo, Hugs right back at you. That was really cool how you did that.

Pat, I'm doing better thanks, big hugs to you too.

T-LYNN, I SURE HAVE MISSED YOU TOO. I HATE TO ADMIT IT BUT IT WAS  A LITTLE MORE THAN A PITY PARTY. I FELL INTO A BAD DEPRESSION, WHICH IN ITSELF IS DEPRESSING. LOL  

I'M ON MY WAY TO FEELING BETTER AND AM REPRIORTIZING THINGS RIGHT NOW. ITS BEEN A BIT OF A ROUGH ROAD LATELY BUT HOPEFULLY I GOT MY **** TOGETHER NOW. WE CAN HOPE!! HAHA  NOW IF I CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HECK THAT SIDE PULL THINGY IS I'D BE DOING EVEN BETTER.

MY THOUGHTS HAVE BEEN WITH YOU DAILY T EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE. HUGS AND PRAYERS TO YOU TOO.

MOKI

[young at heart]

I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!

YOU KNOW WE ARE HERE FOR YOU REGARDLESS OF MS SYMPTOMS OR NOT,PITY PARTIES FOR ONE AREN'T ANY FUN LET US ALL JOIN YOU.

WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU

SENDING YOU HUGS AND PRAYERS

T-LYNN

[6-paq]

So sorry you've got so much going on...

Big ((HUGS)) for you right now!!!

Take care, Pat :)

[debj52]

that is to cool..lol ...deb

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[mokibear]

Hey Momma Bear, you got that switch ready. I'm sorry I have not been around. I went for a nose dive in a massive pity party but thanks to a dear friend, have finally started coming out of it.

I had not posted as a lot of my issues right now are not all related to MS. I have had a lot on my plate and as the forum has so many new members, did not want to take up space crying the blues about poor little me. I have been frustrated over a lot of things right now and waiting for the MRI and EP (not until June) has just added to my pile. It was the one thing I just wanted out of the way.

I have been working a lot of extra hours right now and am starting to pay the price. I really had intended on coming back on here yesterday, but Friday night my legs started doing their wonky dance. Then yesterday I went into town to do the grocery shopping and I had the most bizarre stuff going on. I had such a hard time walking straight. It felt like someone kept pulling my body to the side. I felt like I was in a scuffle with myself. I was in one store and finally asked if I could sit down as I was feeling really weak. I finally got home, went to bed and slept 6 hours. I have not experienced that pulling before and to say the least, it freaked me out.

Ah life is just so much fun, ain't it. Anyways, I need to lay down again right now as my fatigue is still there, so I'll be back on later. Promise.

Thanks for caring Quix
Hugs
Moki