I understand both fear and self pity at your stage this is normal. Have you contacted the MS Society? I called and said my Dr. said I have MS and I don't know anything. They talked to me me. Sent me books and pamphlets. They called a checked up on me. Our local chapter has many programs. I now go to support groups.
It was overwhelming but now it is much better. I never thought my life would get back to normal. Well today it is and it isn't. I can't turn back the disease but I realized I am not my MS. It takes time but there is hope.
Alex
I am new to this MS stuff. Just scared and self pitty.
I am going to drive to phamacy and maybe stop in at the doctor.
I sorta get around pretty good. Courage and will power.
I guess I do not understand what you are asking.
Alex