Sorry you not only suffer the "noise disorder", but feel confused and alone in your suffering. Doesn't it seem as if we should be able to turn off the sound or at least lower the volumne if we can completely erradicate certain cancers? or are we asking the wrong questions? Maybe we hear the vibrations of our environment and/or vibrations in our own head, and every one is not priveleged to experience what we constantly are emmersed in.
Do you find your sleep disturbed due to "the noise" as I call it? Do you have a tendency towards depression? Is it worse when you are upset and pinickle when you are mad? Are you experiencing anger towards all who are not sufferers? Do you hear a swooshing, rushing water sound when ever you bend over (to retreive an object off the floor, for instance?)
My heart goes out to you and to all of us suffering "the noise" in a silent world. Hope this helps a tiny bit. Happy New Year!