Ok so my intentions were to masturbate to female porn but a guys image was trying to pop up in my head i preejaculated thinking about the female but the image of a guy popped up and i ejaculated and i enjoyed but then my mind was like this is not right and i freaked out and im wondering if i enjoyed the ejaculation or the guy popping up in my head the thought just popped up in my head im also a porn addict and please be honest and answer quick is this hocd or am i bisexual?