I totally get it, and I'm so so sorry. Treat yourself to some chocolate or ice cream right now, and hopefully my story will help a bit. Last week, I found out I had an ovarian cyst on the left side. I was literally unable to get out of my boyfriends bed, sit up, or even talk for hours at a time. All that came out of my mouth was shrieks of agony. I'm 17, and none of my friends have had this before, so I was terrified. Like, I swear I couldn't breath at some points. Anyways, I went to the ER, they found a cyst on my left ovary of about 5 cm, and my GYN told me that I was on the cusp of needing surgery- it was up to me. I'd never had surgery before and I'm freaked out my blades so I was really nervous, but my pain kinda convinced me. Anything to make it stop, right?!? Here's the kicker: after the surgery, my doctor told me that he couldn't believe I wasn't screaming more before the surgery because he found internal bleeding from the cyst that hadn't shown up in any tests or ultra sounds or anything. Anyways, I'm telling you this because sometimes doctors really can't tell. Maybe they won't give you the laparoscopic surgery, but it's definitely worth pushing. You never know what they don't know. I feel worlds better already, and haven't had intense stomach pains since. Anyways, I hope this helps, and I hope you feel better soon! Hang in there!
I feel for you! I wish I had some "words of wisdom" but I don't. Hopefully, this cyst will burst or shrink / resolve and you won't have to suffer too long. Please keep us posted.