I have been diagnosed with PTSD, GAD, and Dysrythmic disorder. I have not been to a doctor since then May of 2010, nerves continue to get worse life continues to get harder. I really do not want to go but for my family I am considering it. How long can I go on without actually going, I refuse to relive my past at all cost that is the past I barely made it through it alive then why go back to relive it and suffer inside for that again.