Jrizzy, I appreciate it, and I can chat when you get back from the gym as I am doing my college work, and listening to music.
Construction Jim, thank you for that, it's a bummer (better word eh?) when you don't want to have to take medication, but in reality, you have to in some degree. I hear you about it being a good thing of cutting back. I sent you a message, and thanks again.
Bugsey (sorry for leaving the numbers out.........WE ARE NOT NUMBERS PEOPLE, WE HAVE NAMES LOL), I don't know what is wrong with my back, they won't give me a MRI.......the insurance company won't.......heartless no good *************** ***** ******* ******* (those were astrisks, I put in :-) I don't know about surgery, from how it sounds because I can't get a MRI, if the brace don't help at all, and no anti-inflamatories help, then I might have to get surgery. I am looking at this glass half full though. He is a pain management doctor, before that I had a back surgery doctor, but because at the time it didn't look like I needed surgery he just kept giving me pain medication. Without having even a candle, I am in the dark as far as what is really wrong. This is what I know, if I don't sleep wrong, do no physical work of any kind, and don't move the wrong ways, the pain is minimal enough that I don't need anything more than maybe a couple tylenol. If I sleep the wrong way, physically do something more than walk, sit, or lay, or if I move the wrong way (bending backwards really hurts bad) then I am in pain that even with the pain medication (norcos) just gets it enough down to where I am not biting the heads off of anything that moves or stays still. I don't know, but I would say you are in more worse of a physical state than myself. I really really feel your pain (pun kind of intended, in a good way of course). 15 days free though, that is freaking cool. I mean, not because of the state you are in, but you now know that not only can you do it, but IF you need the pain medication, you will be able to take it as needed, not to the point you are scratching your skin off. If you have any other questions or want to talk, feel free to message me.
Domino, the sister that talks to me and is that Jimminy cricket in my mind, I do hear you. I am wondering (and yes maam, I did eat :-P) if the pain is caused from ulcers...........Because of my sisters death from what alcohol can do, because of my dad being an alcoholic, my mom a recovering alcoholic, and my experience with it, I can say this, for 11 years now I have been able to control how much I drink. However, this does not mean that your words are not wisdom to absorb, and I appreciate the warning, I don't take it lightly.
You have to do what you feel is right for you. If the pain is that intense then it isnt good to suffer.
As for the alcohol.....it irritates the stomach and knowing you, i am sure you didnt eat. Just a word of warning.....that control you think you have with it can grab you and take you down before you know what hit you, just sayin~~~~~
hey its a plan!!! Anyway, I have a question for you, what happened to your back, did you have an MRI and is surgery in your future? What does your Dr. say? Is he a spine specialist or orthopedic? Also, I am curious on the length of time you have been out on comp and on pain meds? I am just curious because my back surgeon will only give me pain meds after my 4 back surgerys, never in between, even if I was in pain, he would send me to a physiatrist (sticks needles in my back) in order to treat pain.. I am only asking because I am in the same boat,, I have one of those plastic back orthotic brace, I hate it!!!!!!!!! I have had a couple of back fusions also, I am also on W/C at the moment. So, my story is I can work only if I eat large amount of narcs, I did it for 10 years, but now today is day 15 of nothing and there is NO WAY I can work with the drugs!! So here i sit drug free but unable to do the stuff I enjoy,, wife is sooooooooooo sick of the meds so I had to quit!! Anyway,,,write back, I am curious on your condition because it sounds like mine??? thanks TR,,,Bugz
Brother do I ever know what you mean. There is no failure here. You are doing this for yourself, no one is "making" you. That in and of itself is a VICTORY!!! Remember the old adage, "If at first you don't succeed, try, try, again!!!" Even if you only reduce the doseage you NEED to manage the pain...then you won.....and you have bought yourself some time.
Hey buddy Im proud of you being honest and cuttin back on the meds. Soon enough you wont have to take them be strong your doing great just take them the right way. Be back on soon.