I have been in pain for years. I have been from my family doctor, neurologist, opthamologist, sports medicine doctor, physical therapist, & the back pain clinic. My first symptoms started as what my family doctor diagnosed as Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. I was having such anxiety and stress that I was having panic attacks. I actually couldn't sleep at night and was imagining myself killing my family over not helping me keep the house clean. As soon as I would get one room cleaned they would have it messed up before I turned around. (Two boys and one husband who acted like a boy) I would be so tired also that I felt as if I had the flu. I thought it was coming from having toxoplasmosis when i was pregnant with my son. The doctor had told me that at any time I could have flu like symptoms afterwards and it would be coming from the "toxo" coming out of my system. Well, then they told me that I had chronic fatigue syndrome. My next symptoms started about 6 months later. I started hurting in different joints. I would take aspirin, aleve, and goodies. All the anti- inflammatory drugs. Then I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia. I had taken so many anti-inflammatories that I ruined my stomach. Then I started having muscle spasms in my back and my neck. Debilitating. They were having to give me injections in the muscles. I was seeing a chiropractor and they were cracking my back and hooking me up to the tinge machine. I was out of work for two months. I had a CAT scan which showed that I had a hemangioma in my spine however they said that I was born with it and it was not what was causing my pain. I have osteoarthritis. My pain actually started in 1989 when I became pregnant with my first son. From the first day of conception I started throwing up. When I was five and a half months pregnant with him I had to have my gall bladder and appendix removed. I then found out I had endometriosis about a year after I had him. I had to have a cyst removed off of my left ovary also. After having my second son my womb started falling out of me. I had a hysterectomy, an anterior/posterior repair, and a umbilical hernia repair all at the same time.Then I started having migraines. I truly thought I had brain cancer. My head hurt so bad I couldn't even lay down. I had to sit up in a recliner with my eyes covered up. I was having up to 26 a month. It took over a year to get them regulated to where I have about two a month now. As of five years ago I have had a nervous breakdown. (I don't know if it came from my husband turning out "GAY" or not being able to hold down feelings of being molested twice as a child by two family members who happen to be ministers or whether it was just a combination of everything) I gained over 100lbs. during my depression. So now I have had a gastric bypass and have lost 137lbs. I thought it would help my pain however I am wearing a back brace just to walk around. I can barely squeeze my hands together. My hips hurt so bad that I can't lay on them. Does any body have any suggestions?