Ok, here is my story in brief, and then I will in detail ask you my question. I am a 25 year old with 2 children 1 and 3 yrs old. In April of 2010 I experienced a Seizure. Shortly after I began experiencing debilitating fatigue, short end I went through extensive testing and found nothing except for sub clinical hypothyroidism that was helped minimally by treatment and vitamin deficiencies again which were treated but did not help my fatigue.
about 10 mo. ago I started experiencing crushing and severe pain in my lower back and hips. I was told without even physical examination that I probably had fibromyalgia. I tried tramadol and it did not even touch the pain and muscle relaxers and nothing seemed to help. I ended up starting percocet in November.
we did even more tests to check for lymes, lupus, arthritis, etc.... and nothing... and then I started getting neurological symptoms which I think saved my life. Double vision, balance problems and severe severe and chronic daily headache and neck pain. numbness and tingling and memory cognition impaired motor... u name it so i was sent for mri to rule out ms...
They found Chiari(short easy def. Malformation of small skull causes big brain to squish into spinal canal causing increased spinal fluid pressure, pressure on discs, compressed nerves, compression on brain stem, compressed everything, neurological symptoms and pain and severe headaches...) sent me for mris on my lumbar, thoracic and cervical spine to rule out syrinx... and guess what.. they also found degenerative disc disease, arthritis, 2 bulging discs in my lower lumbar and a severely herniated disc in c5-c6 and kyphosis in my cervical spine(reversal)... but my doc never even examined me.. just thought I was faking or something I guess and called it fibro....
So I am having surgery to decompress myself and hoping it will stop most of my unbearable pain.. if it does.....I was asking is if I could in fact use my surgery as a way to stop my pain meds all together I do not want to take them I do not like the way they make me feel. But I do know and realize I cannot go through brain surgery without some type of anesthesia afterwards or I simply will not heal well.
I go some days now when my pain is not that bad sometimes 24 hours (rare) but I've done it and do recognize that I get percocet aches but they are manageable and bearable if I didn't have other pain...but again that has been 2 times in the last month and zero times in the last nine months before that, and I think it's because of the pain blocks I had and would much rather continue to do over narcotics. If it wasn't extremely painful(sacro Illiac Joint injections and didn't have terrible side effects(steroids gave me bad side effects) and took 10 days to work and lasted a mere 4 days at only 30% relief. But 30% relief is about what I get from my percocet right now.
I have never abused the percocet. I have only taken them as needed and as directed and prescribed. I have never sold or given them away. My mother, father, sister and most of my family had a drug, alcohol or some other addiction problem and I am my whole family suffered and I have made it a point to make sure I will never do the same.
I'm hoping my surgery gets rid of a lot of my pain, at least the pain that's unbearable and I could possibly treat the rest with pain blocks and anti-in flammatories. this is hypothetical as I do not know which pain is coming from where as it is hard to tell, but if....
if I change to morphine for my immediate surgery pain, will I still experience percocet withdrawal pain while on the morphine?
Also since I will only be on the morphine for 6-10 days the morphine would not cause withdrawals when I stopped if I were to go this route would it? Normally I know I'm strong enough to handle it, but after surgery I don't even want to try. But if it's a good way to transition and then stop altogether once the surgery is over and have no narcotics at all, that would be my goal.
I am seeking and trying to find a way to relieve my pain through other methods I do not want to take pills, I have only increased once in 10 months since the onset of my pain, not because I haven't needed too, because I don't want to become addicted, and I am afraid of addiction as I have seen it in action. I want to be free of it if I can and if there is an alternative therapy.