Dr. Junig,
I haven't written to you before and really appreciate your to the point professional, yet personal feedback.
My question is in regards to chronic pain again. I have suffered with back problems for over 15 years. I had a neck fusion on C4-5 & 5-6, back in 2002. Every few years my body gets better and I can live almost pain free. Then after 1-2 years of having a baby (I have 5), the pain hits a new threshold and the pain is as bad, if not worse than I was before.
I am really trying to find the best answer for my situation. My doc wants me to see a psychiatist.
I have a history of drug addiction and have had problems with dependence on narcotics for pain. My doc has tried to help me as much as he can. I went 2 yrs. (2005 & 2006) without getting help for my pain because I didn't want to take pain meds. In 2007, I literally wanted to die, because my pain was so bad. I gave in and went to the dr. and on the meds I went. in May 2008, I worked myself off of all the meds (oxycodone, hydrocodone, ativan, tramadol) except Lyrica and Soma. Last month I went back to the dr. and he put me on tramadol. I just stop taking lyrica because of the side effects (swelling, blurry vision). My pain level is out of control still, and I don't know what to do. I feel extremely hopeless. I am really struggling on this. It has been off and on for so long and it has been a long time since I have had a reprieve from pain. I want to know if my brain is whacked? Is there any hope for me? I have family to raise.
What can a person like me do for help, true long lasting help, so that I don't find myself in this situation again? A lot of guilt and shame goes along with this, but I know I do NOT wnat this pain in my life. I want to live healthy and abundantly.
Any answers would be so greatly appreciated......
Thanks doc