Hi PATMbuddies,
As of my car accident in February this year I have been re-invigorated to make changes in my life, PATM being one of the most significant ones. I've suffered from this since 2011 and before discovering this forum in late 2012 was at my wits end. Mass isolation, deep depression were sky-high. By the time I did stumble onto the old thread I instantly found relief. Although temporary. At that point I was getting overwhelmed by the comments. I must admit, like many of you, that I wanted a full-proof diagnosis, solution and prognosis. It seemed everyone was frantic in experimenting and isolating anything from the biological route to (which was most feasible), the electromagnetics going as far as if you will, the 'extra-terrestrial'. By that I mean the ultra-violet observations which bordered on the morgellons, parasitic-fibres under intense magnification, etc. My mind isn't that way inclined so I didn't even consider it being such a realistic theory. Esentially i'd just zap over the comments that harbored on the latter, finding solace in what made sense to me. Non of what I have or am going to touch upon is in any chronological order so please bear with me. So in March i think it was ordered the Ultimate candida book which I received in late april. My aim was to start the Candida diet in May and now look where we sitting. 2 months down the line and now I intend to start in August. Who know's, I may procrastinate it until September with the way I avoid tasks when I'm not good about myself. It's daunting, I intend to visit family in Aus in mid-december and something super-surreal will have to come along to make my vacation bearable. Note: I will start my diet, complimented with all the researched and recommended sups and if things haven't improved come then, ill delay my trip.
I was studying but have just put that and my part-time employment on hold and moved back with my dad. My mom past away last year, we had an incredible bond, I loved her so-so much and she probably even loved me more. She was a Samaritan, God bless her special, gentle soul. In her last days, she mentioned in her frail, waning talk how she feels for me that I have to carry on living. We shared plenty of pains throughout life She was happy (euphoric you may say) where she was going, It was almost as though a part of mom was already in heaven. Just to inform you all, her passing and the forthcoming anniversary of her passing is not a big factor on my state at this time. That has long-since been reconciled and cherished.
I'm affraid I need to start preparing dinner, so this is just a briefing on me and where I'm standing now. I will be posting again soon, hopefully, on what you think of my proposed regimen.
God bless everyone of you. That's tough for me to say at this time but so it goes.