I'm glad you are back here and yes, there is always hope and you will blessed one day soon! Just stay strong and take it one day at a time.
I went for my first u/s on wed. and I was told I am further along than I thought. I am 13w 2d now and due sept. 30 instead of Oct. 9. Baby looks good so far, I'm just very tired all the time and my son is getting 3 or 4 teeth at once and is miserable! poor thing. =(
I hear him crying now, (he should be sleeping). So much for my shower!!! lol. I'll be back on later to check-in.
(((HUGS)))
OMG! I just had dream last night of my dog dying. I was moving around in my dream. I was awake but still asleep if that made sense. I remember pushing my dog over and over and over and she wouldn't move. I was freaking out. And then when I snapped out of it I picked her up and she was just sleeping really good.
That is very freaky! I've also had other dreams of people dying and I'm a bit tired of them as well.
Well I'm very happy to see that you're finally back on here and feeling a bit better. There is always hope for everyone, and all you need to do is take it one day at a time, because I know that your time will come soon enough.
As for me, I'm doing well... I had a doc. apt on Wen. the doc didn't do an ultrasound, which I was disappointed about because I was looking forward to find out the sex, but I guess we'll have to wait until next time. He did cheek the heartbeat, it was 157BPM which was very exciting to hear. So everything is looking up for baby and I. Though I have lost another 2lbs but what am I complaning about?!
The only down side is that I have been having crazy, realistic dreams for the past three night! And it all had to do with either myself dieing, my dog dieing or HD's ex trying to take him away from me. *sigh* so I haven't been in the best of spirits, but I'm hanging in there. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help you, or if you just need to vent PM me.