So. I had spotting/light bleeding five days before my period. Took a pregnancy test the day I was due. BFP. Told my guy later that day. I wouldn't have, except I'd already been sick for almost a week and I knew he was worried. I should've just stopped testing but he didn't believe me. We actually had a fight over this because I've had hormonal problems in the past (though NEVER a positive HPT before. I really thought that was literally impossible for me, at least this early.) He accused me of making it up -- we used protection and he hadn't noticed anything fail. I wanted to confirm. Now I have mixed results. I'm a week late, sick as a dog, and so hormonal my hands shake. I'm trying really hard not to stress.
Our parents all live close by. Both moms have noticed how sick I've been -- headaches, loss of appetite, no energy, snappy and emotional. (Not to mention the super-sore boobs.) They don't know what's going on, or at least, I'm avoiding that discussion, and money is tight. I can't just go to the ER on a whim. And if I can get medical coverage at all, it'll only cover one pregnancy a year. If I'm wrong, or if I lose a baby, that's it for the foreseeable future.
Sorry I'm just low on moral support right now, and I keep hearing about all these women who go to the ER, get a negative blood test, get told they're crazy, and go right back in a month or two or three later with the same symptoms before they find out they're preggers. I don't know what to do. And dammit the waterworks have started again. I've cried more in the last week than I have in the previous couple years.