Sorry for posting this question I know many ask similar things but I can't seem to find an answer to my exact case.
I had sex with my boyfriend for the first time (I was a virgin), it don't last long and I asked him to stop, so he didn't even ejaculate, and we used condom. Two days after I got my period... I thought that was a sign I wasn't pregnant, but then I read that sperm can live up to 5 days inside you.. So I don't know anymore.
Anyway, yesterday I had sex again (for the second time) again I asked him to stop, we used condom and he didn't ejaculate. I expect my period to come in two days. I read that it's important to grab the condom from the base before pulling out..we didn't do that, does that rise my chances of getting pregnant?
Could I get pregnant from any of those cases. I know that if I'm scared I should take a test, but I'm not ready to see a positive even if it's a false one. I'm 25... And ashamed because I'm old, and I should be able to handle sex already, but it still freaks me out. :( I think I'll stop trying to have sex for my mind's sake.