to everyone whos af has disappeared!!!

[kandjmom]

hey I am now 16 days late. I'm still getting negative pregnancy test results. I'm not sure when I ovulated. I came off of birth control in December. so that made my cycle irregular. if I spelt that right... so here's what I'm going to do, I'm going to keep testing every week until I get a positive pregnancy test or my AF. also I have all the symptoms of being pregnant, like lower back pain. thick white discharge, but now its become more runny and white. sorry too much information. and my boobs are sore but not too sore. also I'm having headaches but not everyday. I am so confused right now. where has my AF gone? I'm currently trying to conceive. I wish I would either get my AF or get a positive result. I am so freaking frustrated...
:-(

[kandjmom]

Im so lost. Well thats not even the word for it....

[JessRae]

Had my ultrasound today, they of course can't tell me anything so I have to wait to see. I had more light bleeding this morning and it was gone by afternoon. I don't know what to think of any of this.

[kandjmom]

Me either... did they give you a blood test?

[JessRae]

Yeah they did. That test was neg as well but the dr said he wasn't going to rule out pregnancy until ultrasound results because I have fam history of really low hormone

[kandjmom]

Oh. I just dont understand what's going on with me. I've been pregnant 4 times. I only had two of them. and I've had two miscarriages. but I don't remember when I was taking the pregnancy test, you know I don't remember when I actually got a positive result. with my first 1,  i think I was almost 7 weeks before I got a positive. but I was 18. that's why I'm so lost right now

[JessRae]

As far as I know I have never been pregnant. I am losing my mind. This constant spotting is driving me batty. I don't have cramping other than achy lower pelvic/hip or adhesion pain on round ligament. I've given up thinking I may be pregnant and just want to know what os wrong with me. I feel like I'm crazy.