Ok so ive finally came to the conclusion i have depression with this pregnancy im 12weeks 5days! Also a ftm. Long story short, i would sometimes think that when my baby comes along that i wont be able to cope, and would think i have i made the biggest mistake ever keeping the baby?! And what if i dont love my baby!? Im also sooo angry at my babys daddy for leaving and not giving a **** about me or his unborn child. I constantly cry and dont wanna get up out of bed. i know il have to look after the baby and dont get me wrong i want this baby and i will try my best but i just cant seem to shake of these negative thoughts about everything. I just cant seem to take my mums advice and im not sure if i should go to my doctor and talk to him about how im feeling or just wait to see if my emotions passes?