I'm so scared :'(

[taylorshay13]

guys I have no idea whats going on I have horrible friends, single mom almost 30 weeks along, I feel so alone! my friends get mad that I get mad at them for being so horrible and it just makes me even angrier! today my friend was driving me home from a great show and he was on empty with the gas lights on anf everything we still had a good 30 minutes on the freeway, I told him to please pull over and get gas id even pay, because if we get stuck on the freeway it can cause a collision and risk my babys life. he responded with "as long as your alive, your baby will be alive, you risk your childs life every day entering a car" WHAT THE F U C K!!!! 1, just because I'm alive does NOT mean my child will survive. ive already lost my first baby and he knew that!!! second, yes cars can cause accidents daily, but everyone was rushing to get home and IMO freewayz are more dangerous than streets, as far as where I live. Guys I think this is more than my hormones.... I want to hurt these people so bad for not caring about my kid....I couldnt care less about myself.  but that's my baby you know??? granted id never hurt everyone, but all this anger and emotion is building up and I'm scared its hurting my son by stressing him because I am stressed and so depressed! !:"( I wish someone just felt my pain right now to understand. just for 1 second.... Should I go to therapy? am I crazy for being so hurt about people not caring about my childs safety!!!?

[taylorshay13]

thank You ladies, I did have a bit of a sad vent that really needed to be said, and I know you ladies all understand because hormones and pregnancy and your all mothers already. I know they leave and treat you different its just so sad. I'd never treat a person so horribly :/ I think itd be good to go to therapy so I can vent it all out so I dont hold anything in...but for some reason id feel like theyd put me down as an unfit mom and get social services on my son... I dont REALLY want to hurt hurt people. Just slap them really super hard...lol or myself no depression like that. just...typical mama depression I suppose

[mommabair]

he was kinda being a jerk. he probably doesn't fully understand the extent of how you feel about your baby's safety. my hubby didn't when I was prego with my first. I thought we were going to wreck any time he drove, and it took a while for him to begin to understand how I felt. I think I eventually told him the stress of how he drove could put me into early labor.

[MommyFavata]

I'm pregnant with my second baby and since the beginning of my first pregnancy I realized that the "friends" you thought you had really change and not for the better when I became pregnant. I thought it was just me until I shared with my husband and he said once he became a father, his so called friends just aren't there like they used to. I guess the change in lifestyles and the fact that your life now revolves around an amazing new little person is just too different for some people to cope with. It ***** and it hurts. I wanna punch my "friends" in the face when i think about it, but I hold back bc I wanna set a good example for my munchkins and I'd rather spend my $$ on my family and not on bail. Lol.

[kjohana011]

Calm down breath in and out relax. If you need to talk to someone I'm here. If I were you I should just leave them at be. Walk away from them if they don't care about your baby they don't care about you. Shot if my friends would have done that lo mando a volar ( I will send them flying) lol. Bc like you said your baby's life is more important then your own.

[pandamomnium]

Honey I know what you mean. . . I get mad at everyone around me. . .but HONESTLY that was a crappy thing to say to you especially him knowing you lost a baby before. . .hes not being a very good friend to you. . . .if they arent supportive of you or good friends to you or causing you problems then I would just cut them out of your life. . . I had to do that before I got pregnant. . . I cut all but 2 of my friends out of my life and havent regretted it. Youll get plenty of support on here though :) best of luck

[janeem3]

Awww im so sorry you're going through that but it seems like u have no support so maybe you should go therapy so you can have someone to talk to some people can be just mean maybe u should try and surround yourself with positive people