I swear on everything I just want this to be done with, I'm so over being pregnant, i just want her here, but no. I'm 38weeks with irregular contractions, boyfriend won't let me try anything to help move labour along, no sex, no oils (pills), no pineapple, doesn't want me to walk around, he doesn't want her here yet, he wants her to come on her own. But I on the other hand am down with waiting, it's that wrong for me to want this dine and over with? Sorry for the rant.