I had to take my fiance to the hospitalfor chronic back pain thatwas severly worsening, and since i hadnt been feeling well myself for some time desided to get checked out while i was there seeing asi have a high risk immune system.
During the blood work they discovered that i ws pregnant, it was the last thing i was expeting to hear. After doing an ultasound and somemore blood work they were able to tell me that i was 6 weeks and 4 (now 6) days pregnant. Unfortunatly thats also when they discovered that the babies heart rate was very low only 48 beats per min and that i had evidence of a second undeveloped pregnancy in my uterus. Ive had two prior miscarridges and i just dont know if i can live through a thrid. I dont fully understand whats going on or how to feel. the doc i saw told me that this is classified as an unviable pregnancy, but she gave me prenatal vitamins and a list of things i cant do. Does this mean theres a chance that things might be ok and i might be able to carry to term?
Im just so freaked out and scared I already love this little baby so much, and i cant help but feel like its somehowmy fault that things are not right.