Your definately not a bad person for thinking that - your allowed to think and feel however it makes you think and feel. Jealousy is the human condition right - cant live without it - but dammnnn it stinks! I know what you mean tho, I am so so so tired of hearing about how easily ppl get knocked up... I am so sick of trying and its not like the passions gone or anything like that, its just getting more and more frustrating. I was really hoping my March I was pregnant... and I have been so stressed in Feb, with work and parties planning then I had a car accident. I am hoping that because I havent been paying any attention to anything that I am preg. But sometimes I feel like I am jinx'ing myself because I am still hoping even tho I really am not trying to think about it at all! driving me nutts, its now been 10 months off BC and I have had 3 cycles by myself and 2 medicated... and still not going right.... TTC now for 5 months and counting (i was trying since off bc but REALLY trying for 5). This is such a drag I feel depressed all the time lately, a few comments my partner made about how easy it was to knock up his ex, doesnt help those feelings of disapointment.... :(
Well, my cousin might be pregnant with her 4th baby, my best friend just had a baby and I know soo many people who are pregnant...is it wrong to not be excited for my cousin? I saw a post on facebook and thought, why her and not me? Am I a bad person for that?
I didnt do it!!!!! Not yet anyway......really really trying to hold off.......
smj - I think your plan is great!!! Have fun.
To everybody else hope you are all doing well. Good luck with this cycle!!!!! Hope to see some more BFP's. As for me feeling pretty good. The only thing is my BB's are getting a little sore. No morning sickness yet so I am glad for that. Just can't wait to actually feel pregnant. SSBP (the extra sticky kind).
sparah--i would say dont test cuz its early..but i cant we all are addicted..so dont feel bad..if u really have to test i advise a dollar store test...thats why i ordered all those cheap test cuz i know me..i will buy test til i cant buy no more...dont know how i became so addicted but i am:)lol
smj-ohh la,la...dats sweet dh is gone be happy wit u.
izttc--soryy to hear bout ur dog...my cat died last year and i felt like crap...so i know how u feel..just hold on and keep somethinf from ur dog..i kept my cats collar:(
I am sooo sad! I had to put my 12 year old dog to sleep yesterday and it was very sudden and unexpected. I've had her since I was in high school. I guess it's true that you don't realize how much you really love something till it's gone.
It would be a nice suprise if I found out I'm pregnant this month. I'm 4dpo and today is my birthday so I hope Faith is right and my birthday will bring some extra fertility with it this month. DH is gone for the week too, away on a business trip, so I guess it makes it soo much harder for me