scared and stressed

[xbeccaxnicolex]

Im 33+6 wks and a first time mom. I go to school full time and have a 1 1/2 hour long drive each way back and forth to school. I just started working my first ever job yesterday and am basically full time- working 10 hours this weekend and 36 hours next week. I live at my husbands grandparents home. His nanny took me in about 1 1/2 years ago but passed away in Dec. She was my rock. Now his papa is staying in Texas (I live in sc) for a few months with his daughter and I am responsible for all the utilities on top of getting everything we need for the baby still(which is a good amount). Im the only one who works making minimum wage and his 18 year old cousin lives with us and eats everything and doesn't help around the house at all. And if I say anything to him he whines to his mother (who refuses to take care of him- and has for years) and she threatens to kick us out because papa gave her the right to decide that.  And on top of that I have to help take car of my brother and all my dads pets because he is out if state working. I honestly can't handle this and dont know what to do anymore..

[xbeccaxnicolex]

I can't afford my own place I just started working- for minimum wage. And all my money has to go to bills and baby stuff. I dont even have a crib yet.

[arianna92]

No not quit school cuz thats great but u shud really get ur own place wit husband n not take care of no grown person!

[xbeccaxnicolex]

Everything I do is to prepare for my child. And I graduate at the end of next month so there is no point in quitting

[arianna92]

U r doing too much!!! U need to let go of sum of the things ur doing. Ur child is more important.

[xbeccaxnicolex]

I dont know what I need honestly. All I do is cry. And he does what he can to help around the house but can't find a job where we live. He even drives me to and from school if im too tired in the mornings. I just dont know how much more I can handle

[mommygg]

Sounds like u need to get ur own place since ur paying everything urself living with ppl is always so stressful where is ur husband in all of this mess

[Mrs_Baze]

I read it, I just don't know what you want. Advice? Consolation? Sympathy? Or just an ear to hear you?

[xbeccaxnicolex]

I guess my post was too long for people to read :(